SherannMarie

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As we drive I watch the wintery wonderland pass by. The otherwise green tree greets another with a holy kiss, pure and white. The snow tempts with it's beauty as a deafening reminder of unfulfilled dreams though the car is full of everything that I am and love. My children, my husband, and my desire for more then just to settle calls out to me. The rain beats down upon the windshield and in through my open window, stinging my face like my own tears do. There is an implied loss that comes with washing away the blanket of white that covers all the beauty I have come to recognize. My heart aches with the Storm within, leaving my soul longing

Tonight I received a call from my kids dad. After all the years away from him, it's amazing how sorry I can still feel for him. For two years he has not worked and drank himself to a stupor. I know after visiting him for four and half years in prison, with his little children, I can not make things better for him and he has to make the changes that will give him a better life. Yet as he tells me he has know place to go, I still reach out to help him and offer him a bed at my home, though I know it will only help for the night, and the cycle will still continue. He declines to my husbands relief though I know he would accept here. I hate th